It’s been ages since the last time I posted a blog. I’ve been busy and occupied with lots of things. There’s a lot of things happened in my life that resulted to lots of CHANGES. I mean huge CHANGES.
But after all the pain and problems, I got to solve everything. Got up from a great fall in my life. Now, I can shout to the world that I’m a SURVIVOR! I know it’s not that hard to move forward from the things you get use to do and to be with. But in this world, everything might change.
Remember CHANGES is only the constant thing in the world. It’s really hard to deal with this changes but this is the game of my life. You need to play it right, because there’s no rewind. Time goes by and God permitted things to be like this. I came to the point of asking him, do I deserve this much pain? do things end up in just a snap? But it came to my senses that I shouldn’t ask him those things coz we don’t ask him when we experience something good that happened in your life. Sometimes you win, sometimes God will let you feel how to lose, to learn the flow of of this game and to let you know what the reasons of your lose. You can never get all the beauty and good things in life. Coz it’s not life without learning from mistakes, thinking of solutions to you problems, dealing with the people who ignore you and to stand up from a great fall. From all the good and bad things I experienced, I considered it as my teacher in dealing with this so called LIFE. It taught me to appreciate little things that I ignored before, showed me how to appreciate the whole beauty of life coz before I got to focus myself with limited things and lastly let me feel that I am special even others let me feel that I don’t deserve to be treated that way. It’s proven people, even you gave the whole part of you, others might take everything for granted. This is the pain of LIFE.
But when you’re in pain, there is someone who really loves you the most and will make you feel that you deserve to have true happiness in your LIFE. The guy up there. :) He is my savior from all the pain I got and made me feel like dying. I seek help from him to let me forget the pain. He made me realized that I got more to see than focusing myself with the dark picture of my past. I’m blessed that he’s there to show me the light and there are lots of things to enjoy and make the most out of it.
The whole world is yours so don’t limit yourself with things that surrounds you. Remember, the world has a circular unending motion, It wont stop, so you should not stop finding your happiness, believing in yourself, achieving your goals, dreaming the highest star in your life and being thankful with the blessings you receive each day.
In my life right now, I can say that, I learned to be dependent with myself. Your friends will help you stand from your fall. Don’t limit yourself with the things that you see but look the bigger picture of life. Be strong and have faith with him. No one will let you feel special but GOD.
I’m thankful that I got to experienced all those pain and problems, because If I wont get to experience those things. I’m still weak and coward. After my learning’s, It resulted good in my life coz they made me a BETTER person. They let me know that I don’t deserve to be with them but to be with someone else that will appreciate and love me inside and out. I got to explore new things that will help me find myself. I got to enjoy life with new people that respect me for who I am. I got a closer relationship with GOD, my savior. I felt guilty that before, I focused on other things and people rather being with GOD, I felt bad when I realized all my mistakes.
It’s my time to correct all those things and proceed with a new game of my so called-“LIFE” with him. :)
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